Sharon Shelton-Colangelo oral history - Sharon Shelton-Colangelo oral history

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  • Q: Okay. Okay, so my name is William Butter. It is November 3rd, 2017. And I am here at
  • the University of Texas at Austin interviewing Sharon Colangelo about her experience as a
  • Rag staffer and her experience with women’s activism in America.
  • A: Okay, let me just say one thing. Q: Okay.
  • A: Sharon Shelton-Colangelo. Q: Sharon Shelton-Colangelo.
  • A: Yes, Colangelo is my husband’s name. Q: Okay.
  • A: And I didn’t use that name for many, many years. So --
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah.
  • Q: Okay. A: So Sharon Shelton is --
  • Q: Sharon Shelton. A: -- is how I see myself. But I’ve hyphenated
  • my name -- Q: Okay.
  • A: -- in the past. Yeah. Q: Okay. So Sharon, first I’d like to learn
  • a little bit about your background. Where are you from?
  • A: Wichita Falls. Q: Wichita Falls, very nice. And when were
  • you a student at UT? A: 1961 to 1971, the best decade.
  • Q: You said 1961 to 1971? A: Yes.
  • Q: Very cool. And what was your major at UT? A: Well, my undergraduate major was journalism
  • with a minor in English. And my masters was -- which I also got at UT -- was in American
  • studies with a concentration in film and English. Q: Very cool.
  • A: Yeah. Q: So in American studies, what was your main
  • focus of study here at UT? A: (laughs) I studied everything.
  • Q: Really? A: I mostly studied activism, but I -- I guess
  • film probably was my main focus. Q: Awesome. So what kind of work did you do
  • here at UT? Like, what kind of group -- A: Do you mean professionally? Or --
  • Q: Or -- or, like, group-wise. Or -- A: Well --
  • Q: What kind of organizations were you a part of?
  • A: Okay. First, I worked for the Daily Texan. Q: Okay.
  • A: Until Johnny Economidy won the election for editor. And he was a member, at that time,
  • of the Young Americans for Freedom. So I was part of those who quit the Texan and joined
  • The Rag -- Q: Awesome.
  • A: -- as an alternative paper. I was a member of SDS, Students for a Democratic Society.
  • Later on I think we had some group -- also was in the Civil Rights movement and participated
  • in some of the sit-ins, like at Kinsolving Dormitory and also at Don Weedon’s gas station.
  • And at Texas theater we had a picket line, because none of that was integrated on the
  • drag. There were black students. But they weren’t allowed to live in the dormitory.
  • They had a dormitory for black students across the street, which was an old house at the
  • time. And they weren’t allowed to buy even toothpaste on the drag. They had to go to
  • East Austin to buy anything. Q: Wow. Wow.
  • A: That’s when I first got here. Yes. Q: So what inspired you to get involved with
  • SDS and the Civil Rights movement? A: I can’t remember when or how I got involved
  • in SDS. The Civil Rights movement, I knew somebody at the Texan who -- well, actually
  • I was a member very briefly of Young Democrats. Q: Really?
  • A: (laughs) Yes, before I got -- before I took it further. So the Young Democrats were
  • doing a lot in the Civil Rights movement. So that was one influence. But there was somebody
  • who worked for the Texan who was very involved in the Civil Rights movement. And he invited
  • me to participate in the protests. And actually, I was in the Civil Rights movement until the
  • whites got kicked out. (laughs) Q: Really?
  • A: Yeah. Because the whites were trying to run everything. So I understood at the time
  • why that happened. Q: Very cool.
  • A: Yeah. Q: So how did you end up getting involved
  • with The Rag? A: Well, it was after Johnny Conomody got
  • elected to the Texan. And I couldn’t work for the Texan anymore. Because he was a member
  • of the Young Americans for Freedom. And when he campaigned, he campaigned -- the Texan
  • had had a female editor before that, which was really important. Kate Northcot was the
  • editor. She went on to become the editor of the Texas Observer. She’s an excellent editor.
  • But he opposed her -- Q: Really?
  • A: -- because she was a woman. And also because he thought that Texan was too liberal. So
  • a lot of people on the Texan went over to The Rag.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah, actually started -- The Rag started
  • as an outgrowth of that election. Q: Okay.
  • A: Yeah. Q: That’s really cool. Let’s see.
  • A: As far as the women’s movement, I was part of the women’s movement. And I do remember
  • when we announced our first women’s meeting -- and I don’t know when this was. And I’ve
  • meant for a long time to check with other people just to find out more about it. But
  • I remember when we announced it, the guys in SDS laughed.
  • Q: Really? A: That was their response. And they laughed,
  • and laughed, and laughed. I think partly because they were nervous. But they said, “How can
  • you meet -- how can you exclude us?” We were saying, “Well, very easily. We need
  • to meet by ourself.” But I remember that immediate laughter, male laughter. None of
  • the women were laughing. Q: I’m sure. That’s --
  • A: Yeah. Q: That’s crazy. So how did members of The
  • Rag, The Rag staffers, how did y’all reach out to the Austin community? And what parts
  • of Austin did you guys reach out to? A: Well, we sold The Rag -- I was more involved
  • on the inside of it. But I did sell The Rag on the drag. But I never sold it anyplace
  • else. But I think there was a lot of -- I think there was reaching out in the high schools.
  • Q: Really? A: Uh-huh. And of course, you know, there
  • was coverage of what was happening in the Civil Rights movement, and in East Austin,
  • and -- but I don’t really -- I can’t really answer that very fully.
  • Q: Okay. A: About the community. Later on, there were
  • a lot of ties to the community. And the city council was covered by The Rag. But later
  • on in the ’60s, I was in and out of Austin, even though I lived here ’61 to ’71. A
  • lot of us kind of went to the West Coast or went to New York. I went to Boston. I went
  • to Washington DC. For a semester I went to Boston. I went to New York. And I went to
  • California. So I was in and out of Austin. So I missed, you know, a lot. And then in
  • ’71 I moved to New York for good. Q: Really?
  • A: Not for g-- not forever, because I’m back in Austin.
  • Q: Right. (laughter) A: But -- but for a long time, yeah.
  • Q: What made you move to New York? A: I had a boyfriend in New York.
  • Q: Awesome. A: Yeah, that was -- I think that was -- I
  • moved to New York twice. The first time I had a boyfriend in New York. I married a New
  • Yorker who I met in Cuba cutting sugarcane --
  • Q: Really? A: -- for the Venceremos Brigade.
  • Q: Wow. A: Yes.
  • Q: Wow. So what -- what kind of work were you involved with in New York? What were you
  • -- A: I was a member of a group called Media
  • Women and the New York Media Project. And both of them were composed of people from
  • the underground press, which I saw myself as a part of. And what we called the bourgeois
  • press, or the establishment press, who were disaffected and who were against the war in
  • Vietnam or were feminist. In Media Women, it was women who felt that they were being
  • discriminated against as women. Q: Interesting.
  • A: And actually, you probably should know that my first -- even before I worked for
  • The Rag, for my first job interview I was turned down because I was a woman.
  • Q: No way. A: And that’s why I continued my -- I probably
  • wouldn’t have ended up being a professor --
  • Q: Wow. A: -- if -- I would have been a journalist.
  • But I was interviewed by United Press International. And the person interviewing me -- and I still
  • remember his name, because it was such a traumatic event in my life -- at the Daily Texan, it
  • was -- at the time I worked there it was very progressive. And even though there wasn’t
  • -- the women’s movement hadn’t happened, there were a lot of women who were very strong.
  • So I had great expectations. And I got interviewed -- I got an interview with the United Press
  • International. And the guy told me at the very beginning -- my father also was a journalist,
  • and a lot of my uncles. And my -- actually my -- some of my aunts. But he told me, he
  • said, “Sharon, I’m going to level with you.” He said, “You’re the most qualified
  • candidate. But I can’t” -- he said, “I’m going to level with you, because I know your
  • daddy.” That’s what he said. Q: Wow.
  • A: He said, “You’re the most qualified candidate. But I can’t hire you.”
  • Q: Wow. A: He said, “Because you’re a girl.”
  • And he said it a couple of times. “You’re a girl.” And I (laughs) -- because I wasn’t
  • really aware at the time. And this was very much the kind of response that many of us
  • women had at the time. I told him -- I said, “I’m sorry.” I apologized to him for
  • being a woman. Q: That is unbelievable.
  • A: But later, I joined a class action suit against UPI for discrimination against women.
  • And we won. Because it was a systematic policy. Yeah.
  • Q: So you said that was UPI? A: Yes.
  • Q: Can you go into -- A: United Press International.
  • Q: Okay. A: But at that time, I thought, I’m going
  • to have to change careers. (laughs) Yeah. My sister, in the meantime, was a little bit
  • younger than me, like three years younger. And she did get a job with the Houston Post.
  • So I don’t want to say that women weren’t allowed in journalism. But there were -- there
  • was a lot of discrimination. Actually, there was discrimination by the University of Texas.
  • Q: Really? A: My sister was a professor, assistant professor.
  • Her starting salary was $18,000, I think. Or something. It might have even been less,
  • actually, coming to -- come to think of it. But the male people who started who were male
  • made higher. Q: Really?
  • A: Yes. Q: Wow.
  • A: So yeah. But she did get a job on a newspaper briefly. And then she came back, and got her
  • doctorate here, and taught in the American studies department. Yeah. So I just thought
  • you should know that as far as -- it kind of shows you what the climate was when I was
  • growing up. Q: Definitely, definitely. Can you -- can
  • you talk a little bit more in detail about the United Press International? Like, about
  • your experience with them and -- A: Well, that’s all that happened. I just
  • got -- Q: Oh really?
  • A: I was just told I couldn’t be hired. So --
  • Q: So you couldn’t -- you never were -- okay --
  • A: Yeah, no. In fact, I left journalism right then.
  • Q: Okay. A: That was it. I was offered a job for a
  • newspaper in Abilene. But I -- I didn’t -- I grew up in north -- I grew up in Wichita
  • Falls. And after 18 years there, I was through with --
  • Q: Right. A: -- small north Texas -- or west Texas towns.
  • Yeah. Q: So as a -- as a member of the Rag staff,
  • what were your main issues that you focused on writing about in the underground paper?
  • A: (laughs) I -- well, I was a journalism major. And I definitely knew how to write.
  • But I never really got the opportunity. I wrote one article the whole time I was at
  • The Rag. And I don’t know -- I can’t remember what that article was about. But I do know
  • that I wrote an article. I mostly typed and sold Rags.
  • Q: Very cool. A: Yeah. We had -- it was a male-dominated
  • institution. Q: Really?
  • A: Yes. Q: I did not know that.
  • A: At that time. I mean, I don’t want to say that the guys were -- weren’t progressive
  • or sensitive. But none of us knew better at the very beginning. Yeah.
  • Q: What were -- what were some of the hot topics in The Rag?
  • A: The war in Vietnam, at the beginning especially. I actually wrote about -- in The Rag book,
  • wrote about women’s issues in The Rag. And you can go back and look at it, because there
  • -- it also covered a lot of alternative kinds of issues, like hippie issues. And I felt
  • that they were in a lot of ways male issues. But --
  • Q: So what women’s rights issues were you most interested in throughout your time in
  • Austin? A: Well, because it was kind of at the beginning
  • of the women’s movement when I was here, we mostly spoke about personal issues. I was
  • in a women’s small group. We had -- I don’t know if you’ve studied about this. But we
  • had what we called small groups. Q: Really?
  • A: And it was just a consciousness raising group.
  • Q: Yeah, we’ve definitely studied some (inaudible) consciousness raising.
  • A: Okay, yeah, that’s what I was in. And we would get together on a regular basis and
  • just discuss our lives. And it was really important. I think it laid the basis -- I
  • think we really had to do that. Because before, most women thought of those issues as being
  • somehow their fault. Like being objectified in -- by men. You know, being treated as an
  • object. We had internalized all the anti-women attitudes. So just like my apologizing to
  • -- for being a woman to -- Q: Yeah.
  • A: -- the interviewer who was keeping me out even though I was the most qualified candidate.
  • Even apologizing to him. We believed it just as strongly as everybody else. So women who
  • were raped or who were sexually abused, and -- most women thought they were the only person
  • that happened to. And it was because something was wrong with them. So we had to have those
  • consciousness-raising groups to see we weren’t alone. To see, well, my goodness, look how
  • many women have gone through this. You know, we’re afraid to walk in the streets. You
  • know, we’re afraid to walk at night. But look, everybody else is, too. And don’t
  • we have a right to be full citizens on the streets? You know, aren’t these our streets,
  • too? So we had to discover all that. And we helped each other discover it.
  • Q: How many -- how many people would you say were involved with these -- you said they
  • were called small groups? A: Yes.
  • Q: So how small were the small groups? Like, 10, 15?
  • A: I can’t remember. But I think most of my small group fit in a car. So maybe -- and
  • we used to squinch in, because you didn’t have to have seatbelts. So I would say eight
  • or 10. Q: And did y’all grow in size? Or did you
  • all stay kind of with the same group? A: Well, I was in a small group -- I don’t
  • even know how long. But -- and then I -- you know, I was in and out of Austin. So then
  • when I went to New York, I was in another small group. And we continued that kind of
  • work, yeah. Q: Very cool
  • A: Yeah. So they probably changed forms all the time. And became more political as time
  • went by, because we started seeing the ties of all those things about us with the overall
  • social structure. And then started having protests and things like that on women’s
  • issues. Q: So could you go into a little bit more
  • detail about what you guys would protest or what you guys --
  • A: When we had the protest? Q: Or what y’all were protesting?
  • A: Well, I just -- you know, I’ve been writing my memoir. And one of the things I just wrote
  • about was in -- when I was in Media Women in New York, we got a call from women on the
  • Guardian who worked in, like, typing. Like, we all typed. And they said they were going
  • to take over the Guardian. And the Guardian was a newspaper that had been -- it was an
  • alternative paper. But it didn’t start out -- it didn’t come out of the same impulse
  • that The Rag did, or, like, some of the other alternative newspapers around the country.
  • It had existed longer. And the Communist Party members had been part of it. And -- it was
  • more -- it was probably more an establishment paper. But -- but still it was extremely progressive.
  • But the women called us out and said they were sick of, you know, doing all the typing
  • and all the -- and not having any say in the decision making. So they decided they were
  • going to take it over. And they -- so I responded. And -- to take it over, it was upstairs in
  • a walk-up building, tenement building. And instead of going up the stairs, we went up
  • the fire escape. And so there were all these women going up the fire escape. And so they
  • had to figure out how to get in. So they broke -- started breaking windows --
  • Q: Really? A: -- to get in. And just as the police arrived
  • below. So the police were kind of looking up. So the -- one of the women yelled down,
  • she said, “Don’t worry. This is a labor dispute.” So then we all started saying,
  • “This is a labor dispute.” And then we started climbing through the window. And there
  • were some women on the Guardian who didn’t -- hadn’t joined in the protest. So they
  • -- including one who was a very old member -- probably the age I am now. But at that
  • age -- when I was -- when I was part of that takeover, I thought she was just ancient.
  • You know, and she was very frail. And she tried to keep us out. And it was --
  • Q: Keep -- keep you all out of what? A: The Guardian. Because she was on the side
  • of the guys. There -- there were several women who didn’t take part in the protest. But
  • the majority of women on the staff did. So we took it over. And then they started a newspaper
  • called the Liberated Guardian that lasted about three years.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah. Or maybe -- I don’t know. I can’t
  • remember how long it lasted. I -- I looked it up and put it in my -- in my -- what I
  • wrote about it. But I can’t remember now how long it lasted. Yeah. And actually, I
  • just read that one of the women that I was part of that protest later became an editor
  • of -- oh, what publication? I think it was something like the Wall Street Journal. So
  • I don’t know what happened with her. Yeah. Yeah.
  • Q: So I guess I’ll change the subject. A: Sure.
  • Q: Head back to The Rag. So how did The Rag help shape a flourishing underground press?
  • And how was it able to expand past and beyond the borders of Austin to a more national level?
  • How did it -- how did The Rag get so vast and popular nationally?
  • A: Well, I don’t think it was. Q: Really?
  • A: I think it was a local paper. But I think it was a very respected paper, and for good
  • reason. I think people who had other underground papers in their cities really respected The
  • Rag. Because it actually lasted longer than most of the underground press. And I don’t
  • know the years. But it -- it did have a longevity. And I think that has to do with the fact that
  • it was able to -- instead of the women feeling they had to take it over, I think there was
  • more flexibility on the part of the guys. Q: How -- I think you just kind of touched
  • on this. Can you go into a little bit more detail if you can on how it was able to last
  • for so long and how The Rag was so influential to people in Austin?
  • A: Well, the lasting long part, I wasn’t really here for.
  • Q: Okay. A: So I -- I’m -- and it’s just speculation
  • on my part that it lasted a long time -- because it lasted into the ’70s. I left in ’71
  • for good. I mean, until now. But I left in ’71. So this is just speculation. But I
  • do feel, especially in doing the research on The Rag and its treatment of women, even
  • though the years that I wasn’t here, I think there was more flexibility on the part of
  • the guys. And also, a lot of determination and strength and leadership on the part of
  • the women. There -- there was a woman who’s since passed away, Judy Smith, who worked
  • for The Rag. I knew her, because she worked for it when I worked for it. And she continued
  • working for it. She was a very strong woman and provided a lot of leadership. And there
  • were others who I didn’t know. So -- but I knew her personally, so that’s why I’m
  • bringing her up. But there were a group of women -- I think Glenn Scott, who’s still
  • active here in Austin, was one of the women in the ’70s -- I never knew her then -- but
  • who was very strong in providing leadership and making sure that The Rag was representative
  • of women’s interest. Q: So of these women’s interest, which -- which
  • of the -- which topics kind of were you most interested in? Which ones did you find most
  • interesting, I guess? A: Well, at the time I worked for The Rag,
  • the later topics that came out, abortion, you know, abortion rights, birth control,
  • all of those things weren’t really at the forefront.
  • Q: Really? A: So I would say just the -- I mean, they
  • started to be. But I didn’t really -- I think that the women’s health issues really
  • became a lot more prominent once the women started having a voice on The Rag. And the
  • women didn’t really have a voice on The Rag when I was working for The Rag.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah, so I can’t answer this question,
  • you know. Yeah. Q: So how did The Rag help merge an Austin
  • community into a political force? Or how did any of the movements that you were involved
  • with kind of merge into a political force? A: Well, I missed a lot of the transition.
  • But I -- through doing research on my article for The Rag, I realized that a lot of my comrades
  • later on began attending city council meetings and speaking out. Began trying to -- you know,
  • like, have -- force the hospitals to make changes in the way that they dealt with women
  • who had been raped. Just -- they did a lot. They did a lot. But I wasn’t part of that,
  • because I wasn’t here. I was doing something else where I was. But it wasn’t with The
  • Rag then. Yeah. Or with Austin then. From ’71 on, I was gone.
  • Q: Right. A: Yeah.
  • Q: Very cool. A: Yeah, all that happened later.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah. I mean, we brought it to attention.
  • You know, we brought the war in Vietnam to the attention -- when I first -- in 1962,
  • when I first -- when I had never heard of Vietnam before -- that’s when I first heard
  • of Vietnam, was in 1962. Because the university Y had a -- I’ve forgotten what it was called.
  • It might have been called great issues. But it had something. It had a program where you
  • could learn about different parts of the world. And it was considered sort of a -- it’s
  • hard to explain, because we were all, like, not very politically aware then in -- in ’62,
  • was when this was. We were not very politically aware then. But the director of the Y was
  • trying to really educate people around a lot of different issues. And I took -- I -- they
  • had, like, little -- I’ve forgotten what it’s called. Like, discussion groups about
  • great issues. And I took one on Vietnam. And that’s where I learned about Vietnam. And
  • so then I think my -- that might have been a small germ of the awakening here in Austin
  • to the war in Vietnam. And then we started having demonstrations and -- so I think that
  • the community was educated about that war because of -- I mean, because -- it wasn’t
  • just The Rag. But from SDS and from people who were involved in those struggles. And
  • of course, the white community was further educated about racism. There was a movement
  • in the black community that really brought that to awareness, yeah.
  • Q: What were -- what were the race relations like back in your time in Austin when you
  • were in college? A: Segregation.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah, was that not on tape when I talked
  • about Kinsolving Dormitory. Q: Right.
  • A: And -- I don’t know whether we recorded it or whether we --
  • Q: No, it was. It was. A: Oh, okay.
  • Q: But was there -- was there anything else that you can kind of remember that kind of
  • showed what race relations were like back at your time in college? Like, anything specific
  • besides that event? A: Well, my -- I mean, there were no black
  • professors on campus. Q: Really?
  • A: There was -- yeah. I mean, it was separate. And even in Austin, which was supposed to
  • be more liberal than Wichita Falls. Q: Right.
  • A: Yeah. But, you know, there’s different relation between the police and the community,
  • the black community, and white areas. You know. But I would say the total lack of access
  • to most of the -- to everything except for what had been legally mandated so far, was
  • -- even what had been legally mandated. You know, black students couldn’t go to the
  • Texas theater. Q: Really?
  • A: They couldn’t walk across the street. They had to go to the black community to see
  • a movie. Q: Wow.
  • A: Yeah. They couldn’t sit down and eat close to campus.
  • Q: Wow. A: They couldn’t live -- they had to live
  • in an old house across the street from a new Kinsolving was brand new then and very modern.
  • Q: Jeez. A: They -- I mean, it was -- you know. And
  • before I came here, I don’t think it -- I don’t remember whether it was true here
  • or not. But I can tell you in Wichita Falls there were separate water fountains. A black
  • person and a white person couldn’t eat out of the same water fountain.
  • Q: Wow. A: Drink out of the same water fountain. My
  • friend, Alicia -- actually, you probably should take her name out of this, because I didn’t
  • -- haven’t asked her permission to say -- Q: Okay.
  • A: I probably shouldn’t continue with that story.
  • Q: That’s okay. A: Yeah.
  • Q: Okay, well, I could change the topic. So could you talk about how birth control was
  • much different back -- back when you were in college. And how it was --
  • A: Yeah, I’ll tell you my experience with birth control. I totally had no need to take
  • birth control, because I was so innocent when I came to the University of Texas. But I had
  • terrible cramps. My sister and I had terrible cramps. And birth control pills were just
  • beginning. That was just -- they were experimenting with them. So my do-- my -- we -- my mother
  • mentioned to the doctor that we had bad cramps, my sister and I. So he said, “Well, you
  • should have them take birth control.” So my mother got a prescription and sent it to
  • us. The doctor didn’t even see us. He gave us this birth control. I mean, everybody talks
  • about how it was withheld. But there was no -- there was such a strong belief that someone
  • my age wouldn’t do anything that would lead to needing to take birth control, that my
  • mother totally didn’t question giving me and my sister birth control. And the doctor
  • didn’t question it at all. And we didn’t even question it, because we were taking it
  • -- he had told us it would stop our cramps. The -- so -- but these drugs were really just
  • under development. So I took -- the first time I took a birth control pill, I threw
  • it up immediately, because it was so strong. Q: Really?
  • A: Yeah. So I just -- you know, what was it. Q: Wow.
  • A: And thank goodness I didn’t continue, because who knows what was in those things
  • then. Yeah. Q: So you --
  • A: It was later that there was the huge issue about birth control. Because by then there
  • was the sexual revolution. People used birth control for sex -- you know, whenever they
  • had sex. Q: Yeah.
  • A: So it was different. And then the opposition to birth control grew. But this was so early
  • that no one would ever imagine that my -- especially no one from Wichita Falls -- that my sister
  • and I might have sex at 18 years old. Yeah. Q: So I read -- I read somewhere online as
  • I was researching prior to the interview that as you -- when you’re on The Rag that -- was
  • it some of the male members of The Rag were trying to get you to pose for them (inaudible)?
  • (laughter) A: Yeah. I was still very -- I never -- I’ve
  • talked to my friends about this. I was never really -- I mean, I went skinny dipping. But
  • I was never really -- I was pretty prudish. Q: Really?
  • A: Yeah. Even in my Rag days. I had boyfriends, but I didn’t, like, sleep around. But yeah,
  • one time we were -- whenever The Rag sales got down, sometimes we talked about how to
  • build the sales. And someone said, “Well, let’s put the nude on the front page.”
  • And then they said, “Well, who’s going to be the nude?” And (laughs) I always got
  • kind of uncomfortable when it -- they started talking about who’s going to be the nude.
  • And then somebody said, “Sharon, you haven’t been the nude.” And I said, “I don’t
  • want to be the nude.” And they said, “Well, you’re from Wichita Falls. It’s because
  • you’re from Wichita Falls.” And so then that person was -- I’m not going to say
  • what town he was from. Because everybody would know immediately who it was. I said, “Well,
  • you’re from so-and-so, which was even smaller than Wichita Falls.” So then -- then for
  • some reason -- and this is before the women’s movement -- I said, “Why don’t we have
  • a boy for the nude?” And no one had ever thought of -- I mean, I don’t think anyone
  • had ever thought of that. And everybody was like -- it was quite for a minute. And then
  • some of the women were like, “Yeah, why don’t we?” (laughs) So I think -- I always
  • said my feminism began then. Q: That’s funny.
  • A: Yeah. Q: So -- but y’all would -- would y’all
  • -- y’all would put nude pictures on the -- on The Rag and then just dish them out
  • on the drag? A: Oh, of course.
  • Q: No way. A: It was considered the sexual revolution.
  • Before that it was like the birth control. And no one would imagine, you know. But -- but
  • afterwards -- I mean, I’m sure things didn’t change that much. There was a lot of -- you
  • know, a lot of things going on that just weren’t public. But we were pretty public.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah. My generation is what I’m talking
  • about. Q: That’s funny. So prior to taking this
  • class, I kind of assumed that most of the women’s movement were kind of anti-war.
  • A: Yeah. Q: In your experience, how can you explain
  • how this is not so true, and what were some of the other major movements beside the anti-war?
  • A: Well, there was the black and Latino struggle. And (phone rings) -- let me just -- I just
  • want -- just a second. I’m sorry that this is ringing. And I don’t know where my phone
  • is. Just see who it is. Okay, sorry. Q: It’s okay.
  • A: But I would -- I mean, the thing is I’ve heard people say that, that -- what was your
  • question again? That -- what were some of the other -- other iss-
  • Q: Some of the other women’s movements besides the anti-war that --
  • A: Oh, oh, okay. In all the movements, women were half of what was happening.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah. So that, you know, in the black and
  • Latino movements, there were women at the forefront. There were women who were becoming
  • conscious and strong. And so -- it’s just, for me -- it was first the Civil Rights movement,
  • then the anti-war movement. But it was the anti-war movement that led most directly,
  • for me, into the women’s movement. But -- but I think there were many ways that many women
  • got there. And also, it’s my feeling that all these movements are connected and are
  • part of the same impulse. Yeah. Q: Interesting.
  • A: Because the women’s movement incorporates all those other movements. Because women -- it’s
  • such a broad area. There are women from all classes and cultures who are part of -- what
  • it is to be women. Now, in some of the white women’s groups there might not have been
  • an awareness of that. But, you know, but it’s a truth that -- that if you look at women,
  • women aren’t all white. Q: Yeah.
  • A: Yeah. Q: So earlier, you were talking about the
  • small groups and your local -- A: Yeah.
  • Q: These were kind of like local cultural gatherings, right? Or were they more just
  • -- more women’s gatherings? A: Well, we just met as a group. So it could
  • be called either one. Q: Yeah.
  • A: But we shared our personal stories. And also, you know, that was one of our slogans,
  • the personal is political. And I think that’s part of why the personal is political, because
  • -- I mean, I think what that slogan meant was that those personal experiences that we
  • thought were just ours, you know, were part of the social -- were embedded in the social
  • structure. We had just felt responsible for -- and that it was our fault that we were
  • women and were second-class citizens. Or considered second-class citizens. Yeah.
  • Q: In what kind of ways did y’all aim to raise consciousness in those -- in those small
  • groups? Like, how did y’all -- did y’all go beyond the small groups and out to other
  • communities in Austin, or -- A: Yeah, well, I don’t know about in Austin,
  • because I left at the time we were just at the stage of meeting and sharing personal
  • stories. Although, that’s not really even true, because I remember being part of a protest
  • at Neiman Mar-- Neiman Marcus was having a fashion show on campus. And we put makeup
  • all over our faces. And we made cardboard cutouts. And we disrupted the -- we started
  • walking down the -- whatever they call that. Q: The drag?
  • A: No, the runway. Q: Oh.
  • A: Yeah. At -- so we disrupted that to kind of draw people’s awareness. And actually,
  • there were a lot of protests. I can’t remember them. But there were a lot of --
  • I don’t know. They say if you were part of the ’60s, you -- you don’t remember
  • it. (laughter) Yeah. So -- so I -- yeah, even in the early days, there were -- there were
  • a lot of attempts to bring it to awareness. I would say much more so, though, later when
  • women were more in the leadership of the movement and The Rag. Yeah.
  • Q: So could you tell me a little bit more about Media Women and kind of what that was
  • about? A: Yeah. Media Women -- well, it was -- I
  • -- I ended up joining a socialist political party after I went to Cuba. And I knew a woman
  • who had been part of Media Women who was also in that organization. So I know kind of the
  • backstory on this. Q: Really?
  • A: And that was -- like, she had -- she had been an editor at Random House, or -- was
  • it Random House? Or at one of the publishing companies. And she had been fired -- oh, now
  • I’m trying to remember why she was fired. But she was fired, I think, for taking part
  • in a protest. Something like that. And women came to her defense and had a big picket line.
  • That was at a time when I was in Media Women. And I just knew her name. And later on, I
  • knew her well. That’s why I remember this story. So Media Women had a lot of -- I remember
  • the head of it. Her name was Florence Kennedy. And she was an African-American woman. And
  • -- let’s see if I can remember any of the -- so there was that protest And we had others.
  • We participated in the liberation of the Guardian. And -- oh. I wrote something for Liberation
  • News Service that went out when I was part of Media Women, with somebody else. And it
  • was an analysis of -- it wasn’t a feminist writing. It was an analysis of Newsweek Magazine’s
  • treatment of black men, actually. Q: Really?
  • A: And we went through a Newsweek article. And we made notes in the margin about everything.
  • Like, instead of saying they walked, instead of using that verb, Newsweek said they strutted.
  • Q: Really? A: And it was just very loaded words, really
  • that showed -- that not only reflected racism, but we felt that it was part of the reinforcement
  • of racism. Almost -- it felt almost conscious, because everybody was upset about -- I mean,
  • everybody. All the ruling class was upset about the Panthers, the Panther Party. And
  • that’s when they had this article -- they were talking about the Panthers. I should
  • have said that at the beginning. The Black Panther party. So we analyzed it. And that
  • went out all over the country. And, you know, progressive people were -- we think it opened
  • some eyes and -- yeah. But I can’t remember other specific -- I know we had a lot of protests.
  • But I just can’t remember specifically what it was. I remember marching around with signs.
  • Q: Right. A: Later -- I can tell you later, as a member
  • of a political party, I protested everything. You know, all the issues.
  • Q: Right. A: Yeah.
  • Q: Where would y’all protest? Just, like -- or where would y’all --
  • A: Well, I lived in New York City. When -- Q: So that’s --
  • A: What do you -- do you mean Media Women? Or do you mean later?
  • Q: Well, where did you do your -- most of your protests? You said you protested everything?
  • A: Yeah, as a member of a political organization. As I -- after I got back from -- SDS had fallen
  • apart by then. And I got involved in a political organization. In a party, actually. And became
  • one of the editors of its newspaper. And we protested everywhere. We had protests all
  • the time. We had protests on everything, including women’s issues. And I mean, I can tell you
  • anything you want to know about that. Because it’s in more my recent history.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah.
  • Q: So what -- what were the main subjects you protested --
  • A: Anything that happened to working people. Q: Really?
  • A: Which was racism, sexism, anti-lesbian and gay bigotry. We did -- we had protests
  • on all of that. Q: Really?
  • A: All the time, yeah. Q: What was -- so what was kind of -- or what
  • are some of the main things you wrote about in those --
  • A: In the paper? Q: That -- yes. In --
  • A: I wrote about international issues. I remember I interviewed some participants in the anti-apartheid
  • struggle in South Africa. Q: Really?
  • A: I actually -- I actually -- no, I didn’t. It was -- I can’t remember -- I think it
  • was Russell Means. I drove to -- I drove around when he came to New York.
  • Q: Really? A: Yeah. When Jesse Jackson ran for president.
  • Well, this wasn’t writing. Let’s see. What was your question again? I’m sorry,
  • I lost my train of thought. Q: I was just asking more so about what you
  • wrote about -- A: Oh, oh, yeah, that’s right. So I interviewed
  • those guys from South Africa. I wrote about -- we wrote about -- I remember there was
  • a revolution in Afghanistan at one point. And we wrote about Afghanistan. All about
  • Latin America, Nicaragua. We protested. And I wrote about -- a lot about Nicaragua. I
  • wrote about women’s issues. I’m trying to think of some of the interviews I had.
  • I think -- I forgot how long I edited that newspaper. And later on it was mostly editing,
  • because I didn’t have as much time to write. But -- but I also wrote a lot. Yeah, so. What
  • were some of the -- the US involvement in Central America was a huge issue. And we had
  • a big demonstration in Washington to protest it. And we had a lot of articles. I remember
  • from Brooklyn, where I lived, my husband and I organized in Brooklyn. And we took maybe
  • 30 or 40 buses. Q: Wow.
  • A: Yeah, we had -- we were just like every day out in the streets about that. We -- I
  • remember once -- oh, we -- I get the protest mixed up with the writing. I don’t know
  • if I wrote about all this. But -- Q: (inaudible) [protests, too?].
  • A: Yeah, but I did -- I did a lot of this. I remember once we had -- just a little -- there
  • was a street fair on the street where Al Sharpton had his church. And it was on a Sunday. And
  • the -- I think Koch might have been the mayor of New York City at the time, but I’m not
  • sure. But Sharpton had arranged with the city not to have a parade down the street while
  • his church was in session. And the city agreed. And then they started the march anyway. I
  • mean, they started the parade anyway while the church was in session. So the people inside
  • the church came outside. In the meantime, the organization I was in had a table. And
  • we were passing out newspapers and leaflets about demonstrations at our table. And the
  • -- other tables that were craft tables and things like that. So it wasn’t a political
  • street fair or anything. But we just happened to be there. So the people from the church
  • -- like, I just remember all these old African-American women -- and there were guys, too -- came
  • rushing out of their church whenever it was disrupted by this loud parade in violation
  • of the agreement. So they brought in the cops and started beating up the people from the
  • church. Q: No way.
  • A: So the -- so one of my friends -- we were selling hot cider to raise money. One of my
  • friends who was selling the hot cider threw the whole -- there was a -- a cop who was
  • holding down this little woman, and she threw the cider all over him.
  • Q: Over the cop? A: Yeah. Yeah. And he let go of the woman
  • and turned around. My daughter was there. And she was three at the time or something.
  • Q: Wow. A: Or -- she was very young. She turned -- and
  • when the cop turned around, my husband was standing next to the woman who had thrown
  • the cider. And the cop probably couldn’t imagine that my friend had thrown it. So he
  • started chasing my husband. My husband saw immediately that he was -- so he ran. And
  • my daughter started crying. And everybody at our table joined the fray and was trying
  • to liberate these poor black women with little hats on. And little nets over their face.
  • You know, trying to help them and get away from the cops. It was just a huge mess. And
  • then my husband evidently escaped and changed his shirt. He took off his shirt, and he had
  • another shirt on under it. He had, like, a sweatshirt on or something. So they were looking
  • for somebody else. Q: Right.
  • A: So he managed to get away. But he couldn’t come back, because they might recognize him.
  • So my daughter was just distraught. That was one of her early bad memories. Because she
  • didn’t -- neither one of us knew what happened to my husband. But then we found out later
  • the had gone to a friend’s house near there. Q: Wow.
  • A: But anyway, that’s just one of many protests. Q: What other protests kind of --
  • A: Well, there was a big protest -- and I can’t remember what it was. It was in Washington.
  • And it might have -- I don’t think it was on Nicaragua and El Salvador. But it might
  • have been. But I do know that there was a lot of harassment, a lot of personal harassment.
  • And some people got arrested before they could arrive in Washington. There were police all
  • on the highway. And other people had things like their jobs call them and said they couldn’t
  • -- I -- I don’t know. It was just like -- it seemed like there was some kind of organized
  • campaign to try to keep people from going there. And I’ll tell you what happened to
  • my husband and me. We were driving, going to Washington for this protest where people
  • are all getting -- and then luckily -- I’m not too fast a driver. But we were going down
  • the Jersey Turnpike. And we heard this huge noise. And our tires had been unloosed. And
  • they were coming off of our car. Q: Wow.
  • A: And luckily -- and all of them were loose. But luckily one of them was on the way to
  • coming off -- Q: (inaudible)
  • A: -- when we stopped. Q: Wow.
  • A: Yeah. So we had to tighten all the bolts on our car.
  • Q: Wow. A: But, you know, that could have killed us.
  • Q: Yeah. A: Yeah.
  • Q: How did you -- did y’all just have the tool to tighten the bolts in the car?
  • A: Yeah, we did. And we just tightened our bolts and kept driving. But --
  • Q: That is wild. A: I -- yeah. But a lot of our friends were
  • -- actually didn’t make it through Maryland. Like, if there was anything wrong with their
  • car, a taillight or anything like that, they were stopped and detained.
  • Q: Right. A: Other people -- you know, too many -- I
  • don’t know what all the reasons were for stopping people. But a lot of things happened.
  • Q: That is crazy. A: Yeah.
  • Q: Let’s see how long we -- so -- A: I’m trying to remember if there’s anything
  • I can think of that you should know. But probably I can’t right now.
  • Q: That’s okay. A: Yeah.
  • Q: Well, I’ve gotten a lot so far. I guess the last question I’ll ask is kind of -- you
  • had -- what you just kind of said. If there’s anything else in women’s liberation, or
  • women’s movements, or in your writing or protest that you’d like to --
  • A: Yeah, I’d like to -- I’d like to tell you about one thing that I just thought was
  • kind of a beautiful moment in my life. When I went to Cuba and we were cutting sugar cane
  • -- by the way, that’s where I met my husband. Q: Really?
  • A: Yes. We were -- when the Americans cut cane, we used to compete to see who could
  • get to the (phone rings) -- it’s my daughter trying to call me. Oh, no this isn’t. I’ll
  • just -- sorry. Q: That’s okay.
  • A: I should turn this off. Q: It’s no problem.
  • A: That’s what I should do. Anyway, when we went to Cuba to cut sugar cane, the Americans
  • would compete. Because we thought that -- if we raced each other to the end of the row
  • to see who could come first that that would make us cut more. You know, cut more cane.
  • And we thought we were just really great. And then when we got to the end of the row,
  • we would wait for the other one to finish. And then we would start the next row. But
  • at one point, a brigade from North Vietnam came and cut cane with us. It was a very moving
  • thing. Because we were allegedly at war in --
  • Q: How long were you in Cuba for? A: Oh, maybe -- I think I went sometime at
  • the beginning of the year and came back in the late spring. So it was a few months.
  • Q: Wow. A: Anyway, so we were assigned new cane cutting
  • partners. They would pair one Cuban -- I mean, one American and one Vietnamese. So this little
  • -- this very small woman, very short, very slender, and also very strong, and I were
  • cane cutting partners. So I was going down my row as fast as I could. But she was, like,
  • really good at it. She was really strong, even though she was very slight. And she cut
  • all of her cane. And the minute she got through with her row, she came up and started cutting
  • my row. Q: Really?
  • A: Yeah. And I just really learned something then about the shortcomings of our culture,
  • and about how competition drives so much. But she had really taught me about cooperation.
  • Yeah. Q: That’s awesome.
  • A: And so that was a real moment of woman’s international solidarity. And also I learned
  • a real lesson. Yeah. Wouldn’t have occurred to me to do that.
  • Q: Yeah, that’s awesome. A: Unfortunately. But it wouldn’t have,
  • yeah, to be honest. So. Q: (inaudible)
  • A: Yeah. I’ve -- you know, I’m sure there’s a lot more that we’re not touching on. And
  • I should have -- I’ve done some autobiographical reflection. But I don’t have a great memory.
  • So. Q: That’s okay. I -- I think I’ve gotten
  • -- I’ve gotten plenty. A: Okay.
  • Q: I really appreciate you coming and interviewing with me.
  • A: Okay. Okay. Well, great. Q: Thank you so much.
  • A: Okay, great. And I --