Brenda Malik oral history

  • Brenda Malik 04/03/2021 Conducted using Zoom video conferencing
  • ERICA KOTERAS: Okay, so hi my name is Erica  Koteras I'm doing this oral history with Mrs.  
  • Brenda Malik. And Brenda, how are you doing today? BRENDA MALIK: I'm good Erica, thank you. 
  • KOTERAS: That's good, so I’ve done some research  on you and your activism, especially through  
  • the late 60s and 70s and I saw that you had gone  to (uh) St. Edwards University, Huston-Tillotson,  
  • and then also UT. And so I guess  for people that don't know,  
  • and I myself would love to know if we  could start off with just discussing  
  • your experience at both a historically  black college and also UT and just kind of  
  • comparing the experiences that you had with both. MALIK: Okay,  
  • yes, I did go to University of Texas. In  
  • the early 1970s, and actually, I was there  while I was working at KXAN television.  
  • So I while I was at University of  Texas, I was like in a class of .02%  
  • of black students, so it was, it was kind of  foreign to me crazily. But it was only in my  
  • later years that I went to Huston-Tillotson and  I was working then so it was--it was kind of  
  • overwhelming, for me, even then going  from HBCU. But yes, the actually working  
  • at the university I’m going to the university  and working at KXAN did opened some doors for me.  
  • Because my news director was getting a lot  of applicants from UT, and he was actually  
  • looking for something different, he said. So I  was I was hired to go into the news department,  
  • I was a receptionist at the time. KOTERAS:  
  • Could you elaborate on what you think  he meant about something "different”? 
  • MALIK: Well okay, let me, let  me tell you the story, I was--I  
  • was working right out of high school. And so  I went to work for the then public welfare  
  • department of the State of Texas. And I was in the  basement in the back in the corner and always stay  
  • in the dark doing teleprompting work and  then that was very unfulfilling for me.  
  • So it prompted me to look for something better.  And I asked my supervisor what avenues I could  
  • take to try to promote myself and she never  could give me an answer and I think I was,  
  • I was bugging her. So she kept sending me up  to the fifth floor to talk to the director.  
  • And I think that was a ploy though because your  job depended on the number of cards you could  
  • read per day and anytime were pulled away from the  desk then your numbers would go down. But I made  
  • sure my numbers didn't so she had to keep sending  me up, sending me up and, finally, they sent me to  
  • an EEOC representative and the EEOC coordinator  said, "Brenda what is it you want?" And I said,  
  • "Well, I really want to be in television." And  so, she, she looked through her job vacancies  
  • that she had on her desk and she said, "well look,  they have a receptionist job at Channel 36 KXAN 
  • MALIK: Want to try for that?" and I said, "Of  course." so I interviewed there, and was hired for  
  • the job. And I was the best little receptionist  that they could ever have so I'm made that  
  • a way, a pathway, for me, because I made friends  with everyone that came through the door. And one  
  • of those friends, work friends, was the director,  news director, at that time at KXAN named Matthew.  
  • And he would come out to the receptionist  desk and just plop there in front of me  
  • and complain that he could not find anyone  
  • that was good enough to bring into his newsroom.  And, of course, he was getting pressure from the  
  • Austin media coalition, which were a group  of black activists in the city at that time  
  • who were campaigning and complaining that the  network's didn't have black representation.  
  • So he was trying to find black representation  and he complained that everything he got on  
  • his desk or was from the University of Texas  and he thought that they didn't know anything.  
  • So he kept doing that and I said, "Well look why  don't you give me a chance." And he said, "You  
  • really serious?" And I said, "Yes oh I'm serious!"  So that's how I got into the news business,  
  • he was looking for something "different." KOTERAS: Right, and that's amazing I mean  
  • that's a lot of initiative that even like  a lot of people just don't have regularly.  
  • So did you feel I guess that leads me to my  follow up question is um, did you feel like  
  • you had--that you brought a lot of representation  to KXAN and that, like you had more of a voice,  
  • especially because you were close with Matthew? MALIK: I'm not sure if I understand the question  
  • but um, I mean we were we weren't that close. KOTERAS: Oh no that's not really like the point  
  • of the question I didn't want to make it sound  like anything um I was just saying like since  
  • they didn't have any black representation, but  he was open to the idea that you could be the  
  • representation for KXAN, did you feel like you  were given enough opportunities to get your voice  
  • out there? And also like I guess with your  activism what were your main goals in doing so,  
  • other than, than a general desire to be on TV, or  if that was the only goal, which is totally fine. 
  • MALIK: Well, I knew I was, I was feeling  his box he could check it off that he  
  • observed. The uh, the FCC laws—at that point that  he was listening to the community and so he was  
  • able to check that box off that he had hired  someone that represented the black community.  
  • He didn't know me. And I did feel  an obligation at that time to be  
  • a stellar representative of the black  community. And I took that very seriously  
  • so I was just brand new except for my  journalism courses at University of Texas,  
  • but I knew very little about the TV business  at that time. So the black media coalition  
  • was pleased that I was in there but  they, they even they weren't sure what  
  • kind of commodity, I was, and so, as a newbie. MALIK : I had to jump through a lot of hoops  
  • In fact I was the one that opened up the  news office I in fact I had to go upstairs  
  • they still have the same station  location on MLK it's a two story.  
  • And the second story was for radio  at the time, so I had to do a radio  
  • segment and then go downstairs and get  ready for the news thing which meant  
  • that I was coming into a dark office I don't think  that would fare well today, but I had to open it  
  • up through the garage and I was a young female at  the time. And then lock the door back behind me,  
  • we were in the days of film.  So I had to load the magazines  
  • for the cameras that time they were Oracon  cameras, huge things, and so I go into the dark  
  • room. Again I'm by myself and loads of 400 foot  magazine into the film canister and then come out.  
  • I don't I don't know if my news director  knew it, but there were many times when that  
  • 400 film canister was dropped,  and so we lost a lot of film. 
  • But I was able to do that and get the equipment  and the canisters and everything ready for the  
  • news station, so I was, I was eager to learn  and whatever it took I was going to do it, and  
  • that (uh) thing to boring me into a news career. KOTERAS: Yeah it's I mean it definitely sounds  
  • like it in yeah like dropping like  anything just becomes part of the job,  
  • especially if it's 400 feet I can't even imagine. MALIK: It was huge! 
  • KOTERAS: I'm sure, yeah. Um, going  back to the black media coalition,  
  • did you find yourself having a pretty open  communication with them, in terms of how  
  • maybe they wanted you to how you could best  represent the black community as a whole  
  • through film and radio? MALIK: You know, I guess,  
  • I was doing a good enough job because  they seem not to have a lot of complaint  
  • and I did assume a lot of responsibility. At  that job I was also the voice for the NAACP  
  • video project called "Opening Doors” that  KXAN produced, so they put me in position  
  • of authority. And I was able to go around the  community, and you know just be a representative  
  • of the news media as well as the black  community so we didn't have, or at least the  
  • media coalition, didn't have much complaint about  me. So I guess, I was--I was doing pretty good  
  • from that point, and see I was a young newscaster  
  • with two baby boys at my hips and didn't know,  you know, a whole lot about anything but I was  
  • determined to learn. Even as a seasoned newscaster  I was still a bit naive. So when I learned  
  • that the male newscasters were making  more money than the female newscasters,  
  • I was pulled into a situation with a female, White  newscaster that didn't--that didn't bode well for  
  • me, but she was outraged so I figured I needed to  be outraged as well, and so I started looking for,  
  • you know, another position. MALIK: And  
  • so I left KXAN with an offer to go  to KTBC, the CBS affiliate in Austin.  
  • And there I was, you know, a weekend anchor. I was  producer of a weekly newscast called "Newscene."  
  • So I was garnering more and more responsibility  and that felt good and I'm sure the  
  • media coalition felt good about it as well. KOTERAS: Right could you elaborate for people  
  • who may not know what “Newscene” was? MALIK: What is what, I'm sorry? 
  • KOTERAS: What “Newscene” um  was, the show that you produced? 
  • MALIK: “Newscene”, it was a local 30-minute  newscast that uh talked about topics relative  
  • to the current activities in town, so I had  to schedule the guests and then interview them  
  • live. For 30 minutes in the afternoon it  was a show that came on at 5:30, just before  
  • the six o'clock newscast, so  it was a highly rated and very  
  • popular time slot. But it carried with it a whole  lot of responsibility, along with the daily news  
  • stories that I was responsible for, and then the  weekend anchor that I was responsible for too, so  
  • it was, it was a lot of work,  but it was it was gratifying. 
  • KOTERAS: That's good. Did--since you mentioned  um that Black Media Coalition not really having  
  • any complaints, especially as you started  with “Newscene,” was it because of the people  
  • that you were interviewing or was there a  broad message of just Black representation  
  • to the community that was being portrayed on  “Newscene” that you weren't seeing anywhere else? 
  • MALIK: Well, the other stations in town  may have had one, no more than one,  
  • black newscaster that was the quota at that  time. But I do recall, as an anchor and reporter  
  • on the weekend, one of my assignments was to cover  the pep rally for University of Texas. And at that  
  • time Earl Campbell was the football star, and so  it was, you know, everybody was yay yay, go Horns.  
  • And I really wasn't a sport-caster  but then, you know, there was so much.  
  • There's so much fervor and for Earl  Campbell and University of Texas longhorn  
  • it was a news story more than a sports story.  So I was assigned to go cover the pep rally  
  • and my cameraman and I went out to get some  footage. For the story, because the game,  
  • of course, and the pep rally would happen just  about the time that the newscast would come on  
  • so we went out there early at that time that was  the pep rally was held where chapter Plaza is now.  
  • And so we went out and to get some footage of  whatever is going on and there was a lot of number  
  • and junk that was piled up, but it was piled up  around a shack that they had built in the middle.  
  • And when I got there, I saw this  lettering on the side of the shack read: 
  • "If an Aggie and a [n word] jumped  off the tower at the same time,  
  • which one would hit first? Haha who cares."  And so I knew that could be controversial,  
  • but I wasn't gonna to let it pass. So I did a  regular pep rally story, the University of Texas  
  • had this game coming up against the  Texas Aggies that we've been waiting for  
  • the whole season at [inaudible] with these unknown  excellence from the longhorn players. And we  
  • expect to see 66,000 of those people to attend the  pep rally and you know the usual pep rally stuff,  
  • that I had my cameraman scroll down that  lettering. And so my voiceover was over that  
  • lettering, over that side of the chat that they  put up. And so it (it--it) did cause a ruckus,  
  • but I wasn't put in the middle of it because  
  • I said nothing about who did it or why they did  it or what it meant. I just read a regular story.  
  • However, since I was off the  next day, Sunday and Monday,  
  • I got it I—my mother actually got a call  from State Representative Wilhelmina Delco  
  • to ask her if I was alright and oh, she had to  tell her "yeah she's good, they haven't killed her  
  • yet." But I did get the call from my news director  of Channel 7, asking me, you know, what happened.  
  • And I had my cameraman take pictures of what was  out there and I read the story, and so there's  
  • not much left to do about it. I survived that one. KOTERAS: Right, I totally forgot what I was going  
  • to say next. That's a really intense  experience and I honestly can't imagine  
  • being in that sort of situation. But I mean,  were there any other times, similar to that  
  • which also did this experience and you  not being put into the middle of it,  
  • did it give you more confidence to go  out and kind of like show your activism  
  • through portraying like these little  thing--not little--these things that,  
  • like the average public wasn't seeing, but it was  still like going on and just it's not televised or  
  • just wasn't televised? But because you didn't  get in trouble for showing it, did you feel  
  • like you had the power and you  had the voice to portray this if  
  • another opport--opportunity had arisen? MALIK: Yeah, you know, at that time the news  
  • wasn't as sensational as it is today.  
  • So we were pretty--we were pretty strict about  observation and not opinion kind of journalists.  
  • But I do recall being sent out to 48  acres when Nancy Reagan came to town  
  • and they were having a tea for her. And  so I went to get an interview with her.  
  • So I had to wait until she got  through speaking to the group,  
  • and when I had my opportunity  to talk with her, I asked her  
  • about her husband's platform,  running for President.  
  • And she gave me this, "oh I don't I don't know  a thing about my husband, and I don't know  
  • well, I don't know what he might be  saying." And so I was like, "Whaaat?!"  
  • I was really insulted. So my stand up, I said  something like, "Well, either Nancy Reagan  
  • doesn't know or she's not saying anything  about what her husband sent for."  
  • And yeah, it got me in a little bit of trouble,  but I survived that too. I was naive enough  
  • to think that I could report the truth, and I  think that lasted a long time in that career. 
  • KOTERAS: Nancy, pretending. MALIK: Yeah right. 
  • KOTERAS: Did so with talking to Nancy Reagan I,  
  • while I was doing my research, I did  come across that you also worked on  
  • Jimmy Snell's campaign to be mayor. Was  this moment of, you know, wanting to report  
  • the truth and wanting to get, to lean more a  little bit into politics, was this the reason,  
  • one of the reasons, why you wanted to help him on  his campaign? And also, if you could elaborate on  
  • what that experience was like on net. MALIK:  
  • Well, Jimmy Snell, came to mind in a conversation  this morning with my son, but that decision to  
  • work for him and to campaign going in was born  out of a necessity to support my family. It was a  
  • mind boggling discovery of mine  that being a reporter or an anchor  
  • on television, it was not enough. For me, to  have a family-- As a matter of fact, when I  
  • was on the air one day and I was reading  the report from a federal agency about the  
  • poverty level, and so I read off what  was the poverty level line and realized  
  • that that's me, that's as much money I'm getting  a year. So when I asked for a raise I got no love.  
  • From the station, from [the] Lyndon  Baines Johnson station, even though he,  
  • in lieu of a raise, I--you know, I asked these  guys, at least to supply my wardrobe. Now on air,  
  • you have to look good, so that was a no as well. MALIK: So I figured out I had to leave that  
  • arena just to survive. That's when I started  working as a council aide for Jimmy Snell and  
  • that was at [inaudible].  
  • And, and it really being in it, my decision,  never to run for office. Because it's dirty--it's  
  • a dirty business, it's a dirty business. KOTERAS: Mmhmm,  
  • are you um, would you be able to give  some examples of like certain situations  
  • while you were the counselor for his campaign? MALIK: Yeah, I can tell you about a couple of  
  • things that surprised me. While I  was in the office and, mind you,  
  • they—it was a 6 seat council at the time, and so  they had two, five, and 6 were for the minority.  
  • Treviño was serving you with the  five and Jimmy Snell was the sixth,  
  • so they put those two council members at  the end of the hall and some tiny offices  
  • that you could enter from the back step. We  it seems, we were always put in the back,  
  • I don't know what the deal  is; but anyways, at one point  
  • [inaudible] Carol McClellan pretty much  stomped down the hall from her office  
  • and you can kind of hear, she was kind of heavy  set at the time. And she stormed into the office  
  • and "Is Jimmy here?" you know you had to pass  the reception desk before she got to him.  
  • And she just went right on into his office,  and she was laying him low, because of a vote  
  • that she wanted him to make she—And she wanted  Jimmy and Trevino to go along with this vote.  
  • But the surprising thing was that she told  Jimmy that if he didn't go along with the vote,  
  • she would put up, I believe the amount was like  $35,000, at that time its big money. $35,000  
  • against his re-election and that--that seemed  to do the trick, he was very shaken by that.  
  • And I was like, "Oh, this is the way it works?  Okay." So I just I didn't like that, I didn't, I  
  • knew that that would not be something I wanted to  be involved in, but I, you know, I supported him.  
  • There's a lot of compromise. KOTERAS: Alright,  
  • I think I wanted to go back to one thing to  the--I think, I'm sorry I keep repeating myself.  
  • Were you awa--I know you're aware, but did  you know any specifics, especially at KXAN,  
  • about the pay differences between what you  were making and what your--what your white,  
  • male co-anchors were making? Or even white female? MALIK: Yeah, the specific numbers, no,  
  • I cannot recall. I was just outraged that we  weren't making the same thing, because we were  
  • basically doing the same thing and had the same  responsibilities. In fact, you know, at the time I  
  • was doing more, because I had to open the newsroom  up and get everything ready. So I can't remember  
  • what the specific amounts were at the end of  the day. So and I didn't even--I didn't even  
  • find out on my own, it was my female counterpart  that brought it to my attention, and you know I,  
  • so I was bonding with her and she was, "Well, if  they don't do right by us I'm just going to quit."  
  • [N---a], oh la la la! I forget where  she went, but I went to Channel 7,  
  • more money, but not enough to sustain. KOTERAS: Right and then also I was looking at  
  • other shows that you had gone on to produce and  I'm not certain if this was also at Channel--if  
  • this was at Channel Seven so correct  me. If it isn't or by all means say  
  • where it was but I would like to talk a  little bit about “Jam City” and “Powerline.”  
  • So if you could elaborate, we can start with “Jam  City”, just because it was very much you and the  
  • community reaching out to. The black youth in  the community and so I'm just wondering like one,  
  • what it was like producing a show like that  and to begin, like to explain to the listeners  
  • or to the readers reading the transcript  what was “Jam City” and then also just the  
  • direct impact that you saw from that show. MALIK: Sure. “Jam City” was a beautiful baby of  
  • mine that came out of a realization that our youth  didn't really have anything to do on the weekends.  
  • We used to have in my youth, we used to have  some dances and activities at the park, but  
  • at that time--that was in the early 80s--they  didn't--they didn't have any program that  
  • were directed toward the youth. And I had just  landed a job with Austin Community Television,  
  • and I was one of the trainers. At a time,  
  • in fact, that was a job that I took shortly  after I left the council aide office.  
  • And I knew as a Council aide that the city  had contracted with Austin Cable Vision. To  
  • um--produce, to contract with the city with  the fees and the licensing, but they also  
  • had a clause to work with the community,  for community programming, and that's where  
  • Austin Community Television was born. So when  I got a job there, at ACTV, I was going around  
  • training and recruiting community groups like  churches and schools to do their own programming.  
  • I figured out that our community needed  that program as much as any other.  
  • And it was just coalescing of a community  activism at that time, too, because KAZI  
  • radio had just been formed as well, and  they had a program called “Teen Scene.”  
  • And they were young DJs at the radio station, so I  partnered with KAZI and that program, and brought  
  • them over to Austin Community Television studios.  And we produced an hour long dance program  
  • called “Jam City,” and boy, was  that popular. We had kids from  
  • all the schools trying to get into “Jam  City.” And we would--we would pick them up  
  • at KAZI Saturday mornings and take them to the  station Austin Community Television on Ben White.  
  • We take them up on manor, where KAZI was  located at that time, and drive them to the  
  • ACTV studio on Ben White and we'd spend the  whole morning there. But it was beautiful  
  • because we had the kids on the cameras, we  had them in the director’s booth, in the  
  • audio booth, and they were learning skills. As  they had fun producing the program every Saturday  
  • morning and then, when we played it back--I  spent all my weekends in the edit room--but  
  • when we played back, their mothers and fathers,  and aunts and uncles would be just glued to  
  • the TV because their children were on TV. MALIK: Now, it wasn't all that, but they  
  • came for the dance, but I made sure there was  something educational in that our viewing too.  
  • Where they were going to watch themselves  dance, they were also going to learn.  
  • So that was--that was our long programming that  we put out to the community, and it was so popular  
  • that we dominated all of the  calls that were coming into ACTV  
  • about programming, so it was very  popular, it lasted a couple of years. 
  • KOTERAS: Sounds great, did you have-- MALIK: And American bands are often-- 
  • KOTERAS: Did you have a general theme  surrounded by the education that you tried to  
  • illustrate for them? MALIK: Oh yeah, we had support  
  • from the NAACP. We did interviews with artists  that came through town like James Brown, Ike and  
  • Tina Turner. We had a lot of those popular  interviews, but what whatever educational segments  
  • we can put in put that into. So it was like 30  minutes of education and 30 minutes to dance. 
  • KOTERAS: And that sounds very  exciting. So, how would--how  
  • would you compare/contrast that, or I guess after  a general explanation of what “Powerline” was? 
  • MALIK: “Powerline”--what “Powerline”  is that it came out of my work with  
  • the Austin electric department which  became Austin energy. So “Powerline” was  
  • an hour-long program to highlight what was  going on in the department in order to produce  
  • electricity. That that the benefit is the city.  Now you know they, the city, actually owns our own  
  • electric company. So we felt like it  would be good for our citizens to know  
  • the ins and outs of what's going on. So we  went through each department and highlighted  
  • what they were doing. I had my own crew, and I  would send them out on top of the generators,  
  • I was send them in the vault. You know,  wherever it was that our equipment was  
  • or our people were working, that's  where we went and it was a fun time. 
  • KOTERAS: “Powerline” is very different  from “Jam City,” I'm sorry. To kind of  
  • hop back to “Jam City” actually, because I wrote  something down and I just would love to elaborate  
  • on if you could remember any specific  
  • educational examples that the NAACP  wanted you to get across to the community? 
  • MALIK: Oh the NAACP had annual fundraisers, annual  dinners, and at those dinners they always had  
  • a prominent national speaker. So we would  take our cameras and record those speeches,  
  • record that programming. And we were pretty much  the only ones doing that, at the time, we also  
  • recorded all of the Miss Black Austin  pageant. We recorded some of the jazz  
  • programming that was going on  in the city. So all of that was  
  • compiled in the segment of “Jam City.” You  know, we also have some historical pieces  
  • that the University has produced at the University  of Texas, and we put those in there as well. So  
  • the point was that we know that the kids and  their families were going to be watching.  
  • It was that popular, we knew that they were  going to be watching. As long as we have this  
  • captive audience, you were going to put something  out there that they may not have seen, were not  
  • going to be able to see, and capture their minds  as well. We knew we were feeding the spirits but  
  • we wanted to feed the minds as well. KOTERAS: Right,  
  • what you were saying, one of the examples you gave  with the Miss Black Austin pageant, which I found  
  • in the Austin history collection that they  did have a keyword for "beauty pageant" and  
  • I personally, throughout the research I did  to prepare for this, couldn't find a lot of  
  • information. So could you elaborate on what the  Miss Black Austin--the Miss Black Austin Pageant  
  • was, and also just what it meant to the  community to have something like that and to have  
  • it being broadcasted on television,  and just your experiences  
  • with showing it to the public? MALIK: Yeah, I guess, we were  
  • pioneers in that effort as well because  the Miss Black Austin pageants were usually  
  • produced around the time of the--our Juneteenth  celebrations. So Juneteenth in this Community was  
  • much like the July Fourth celebration for  the white people. So everybody was involved  
  • in in the Juneteenth celebrations, and they would  bring their families out in a family affair. So  
  • I believe it started at Rosewood Park around  the swimming pool, and they would have  
  • their contestants there, that the contestant  would strut around the pool area and the  
  • Miss Black Austin would be chosen there. And  then it evolved to the new park, which was Gibbon  
  • Park at the time, and it was a grand affair there,  and then it went to Paramount Theater. So we just  
  • followed it wherever it went and it was--it was an  integral part of the celebration of freedom, for  
  • Black people and Texans alike and we found  out that there were many states at that time  
  • that actually celebrated Juneteenth,  so the Miss Black Austin Pageant became  
  • an important and crucial part of that celebration. KOTERAS: Are there any personal experiences  
  • that you would want to share um  
  • on this oral history of just how the celebration  for Juneteenth was for you and your family?  
  • Just so people can kind of get a more personal  outlook on it and really like put themselves  
  • in the mindset of what it was  like for you to be celebrating  
  • your freedom. MALIK: You know, it was for years for me  
  • just a fun time to be out and seeing all  of the community all out at one time.  
  • But when I started working for Austin Energy,  it got more formal. I mean we, Austin Energy,  
  • just put out the red carpet for us and the  black employees at Austin Energy were often  
  • put at the forefront of that. What would you  call it, activity, because we actually--Austin  
  • Energy was the one that put up  the money for the cars, the candy,  
  • the booth. So, it start--it started out  fun and it became a job because we had to  
  • actually coordinate everything for that  parade and--We would go from MLK and  
  • then Chalmers. And we go all the way  down MLK, which it was a block from I-35,  
  • we would have all the others with the--with  the cars and all the dignitaries there  
  • from the city council to the county Commissioners,  the fire department, and the fire department would  
  • have all of their fire engines out there. MALIK: The electric department would  
  • have all of their bucket trucks out  there, and you know anyone that was,  
  • that could, could be in the parade was  there. So we go all the way down MLK,  
  • east of 35, turn East on Chicon, and at every  block, it was lined with kids and families,  
  • and they would just wait for it to come by and  you know throw candy. As we slowly went along  
  • all the way to Rosewood Park and there they'd  have the rest of the programming, music,  
  • and food and games, and it was just a fun filled  day for the family, all day long. It was--it was  
  • a wonderful celebration. KOTERAS:  
  • I think just hearing all this and as to what I  hope is in chronological order, I guess, starting  
  • with KXAN and into and when Austin energy,  from an outsider just listening looking in,  
  • they seemed, and definitely correct me if I'm  wrong, even if I'm slightly like toeing the line  
  • but um, did you notice any true progression,  as you made your way through these different  
  • news networks with the form of representation  and then also just what you were  
  • allowed to broadcast I guess in a certain, certain  
  • way of saying it? Um-- MALIK:  
  • Oh yeah I, you know, I made sure that we were  seen as a community, as a black community,  
  • in the best light that we could. Whether it was  you know, covering any event or speaker or a guest  
  • that came to the city. You know, I was  there to make sure we were seen and heard  
  • and even through my career  progression in the news business,  
  • you know, I still get people from  the community talking about, "Oh,  
  • I remember when you were on TV.” And--and they  felt a sense of pride that I was there and that  
  • I was able to articulate all of the news of  the time, and it just gave them a sense of  
  • belonging. So that--that was definitely a  progression because it had not happened before,  
  • and even when I went to Austin Community  Television, the same thing happened there. We  
  • had very little representation, so it  was--it was all about representation. 
  • MALIK: There was more representation of our  churches, of our children, you know, of the  
  • leaders in the community. So I  made sure that they were on TV and,  
  • as I tell you what when I went to do Austin  energy, and I was hired to do much of the  
  • same thing when I went there as a community  producer; but when I went to Austin energy  
  • I proposed the idea that we do historical  stories, especially in Black history month,  
  • about how Blacks were involved and worked  with the electric company way back when.  
  • But we kind of had to let that that  one go. My research uncovered a story  
  • of a few, of a very few black  
  • workers for the electric company in the early  days. I believe we, we were actually 1870,  
  • 76, I think that's when the company, the electric  company was born. But in those early days  
  • they had the black workers hold the dynamite  and a few of them were killed with that job.  
  • So we decided we didn't want to highlight  that part, so we kind of let that one go,  
  • but for the most part wherever there were  black workers or black leaders, black  
  • department head, you know, I made  sure they were highlighted so  
  • it was always a progression of representation. KOTERAS: I uh…That's very enlightening, and  
  • I'm very intrigued to look more into this,  the progression and honestly I could ask you  
  • to go on about every single example that you've  had to portray that progression. And also just  
  • it'd be very interesting to hear if you, if  anybody, was ever like "you inspired me to get  
  • into activism," even if it wasn't activism that  went hand-in-hand with media. Since you were,  
  • what a lot of people, it sounds like  the community was looking towards.  
  • Of just breaking barrier after barrier of showing  what the community was going through, whether it  
  • be an up or or a down. To put  that, like what's the word,  
  • when it's not a great when the words aren't a  great illustration of what's actually happening. 
  • MALIK: Yeah I did have some down moments,  
  • especially when I started out at KXAN. I was  assigned to cover the rotary club meeting, and  
  • my partner and I, we were always sent out in twos,  one to do the camera work and the other would  
  • hold the mic. And so we went out to the Austin  country club and we were setting up the lights  
  • and you know getting ready for the meeting start.  
  • And there was an old white gentleman  at the table. He was there very early,  
  • there were very few people in  the dining area at that time and  
  • I understandably had on a narrow  outfit, right, but he looked at me  
  • and snapped his fingers and said, "boy, boy  come here!" And I was furious. I looked at him  
  • like you have got to be kidding, and  turned around and someone came over to him,  
  • and you know, explained things to him. But I was,  I was pretty pissed off by that and went back to  
  • my news director and told him never, never  again send me to the Rotary club meeting,  
  • I will not go. But yeah those kind  of things happen, but you know and,  
  • it was simply because they had not  seen me or anybody like me there. 
  • MALIK: So, you know, I was, I was that--that--that  one of the first examples of black  
  • broadcasting to them. So they, you know, they just  didn't expect to see it there, but I was there,  
  • I was there to let them know. I'm here. KOTERAS: Exactly, here to stay. 
  • MALIK: Yeah, that was kind of a double insult,  I mean at least he could have said "girl,  
  • girl" but he said "boy, boy.” And he was  snapping his fingers like you know, I was,  
  • I was his servant and he expected me to come over  and pay attention to him. That was quite odd.  
  • But I got over it. KOTERAS:  
  • Right, because now, you can see all the progress  that you've inspired throughout the community with  
  • being there and also just even  with this oral history you're  
  • saying what people your personal experiences with  how you're treated and hopefully there's there  
  • is a progression to where that doesn't  happen anymore, because it is the norm like  
  • we have yet. I don't personally know like  statistics, but I would like to say that we do  
  • have a good representation of black news anchors  now. And of course, as you were saying earlier,  
  • how compared to today media wasn't as opinionated  but today, as you can see, media it's very  
  • opinionated which is, I believe, a great thing. MALIK: Definitely, you know, we usually have to  
  • hand in our scripts to news directors, so you  know they could put an eye on it. But so we knew  
  • that there was some editing that was done and we  were very careful about how we told the story.  
  • But nowadays it's “let me have all you got.”  It's a different--it's a different atmosphere,  
  • but I think it's for the best. KOTERAS: Were there, um,  
  • did you feel like, especially working with  KXAN, did you feel like you were being  
  • more silenced than not when  you went to go cover a story? 
  • MALIK: I didn't feel restricted  so much by the station as by the  
  • norms. You know, back then, it was very  cut-and-dried. You were you were there to report  
  • what the facts were and just the  facts and nothing else. And that  
  • was really the norm of all of the stations. So  this, this is kind of how we handled things, but  
  • today is--it's a little bit looser.  You can actually have a conversation  
  • with an audience, more so than just the facts. KOTERAS: Yeah, okay, well, I think that was all my  
  • questions, if you would want to add anything that  I didn't cover that you would want people to know.  
  • Now would probably be the time, since  I don't have any more questions. 
  • MALIK: Well, I can tell you when I when I  first started out, I was a skinny little thing,  
  • and it was at a time when all of the equipment was  big and bulky, so I had to pack a wooden tripod,  
  • a battery belt, and Oracon camera, which is just  the biggest thing you could pack and a light  
  • kit. At times, although I felt good about that  now somebody's going out into my neighborhood  
  • and covering things that other people were not  covering, I got some flak from the from the  
  • brothers, because they were like, "Why are they  making you pack all that equipment.” I was like,  
  • "it's just a job, we don't care, it's just a  job." So that was kind of funny to me but you know  
  • you learn a lot doing the things you need to do. KOTERAS:  
  • Yeah, that sounds like a lot of  stuff compared to what you see now. 
  • MALIK: Oh it's nothing now, now they  do, it's a handheld thing now and I  
  • guess I didn't mention that it would be,  it would film. So not only did you have to  
  • pack those 400 foot canisters on the  camera, but we also had to edit them.  
  • And you had to be very careful in the editing  of the film, so there was a lot of skills. 
  • KOTERAS: Yeah, definitely. Okay, well, thank  you for sitting down with me like just talking  
  • about your experiences in the newsroom and the  activism that you did and I'm very, I’m very  
  • excited. I hope you are--that just people get to  hear your experiences and that this will be put  
  • in the records of the Briscoe and so anybody who  really wants to can view it. Thank you again for  
  • signing off on the Deed of Gift. MALIK: You're so welcome Erica,  
  • thank you for listening. KOTERAS: Yeah, of course,  
  • and I, you know what I hope that we can meet in  person, one day, because that'd be really nice,  
  • just like sit down regular talk. MALIK: I love it. I love  
  • it, awesome. KOTERAS: Awesome,  
  • I will talk to you again another time okay? MALIK: Okay, thank you okay bye bye.